Well. So far, I love my job. I worked all week this week. The people are really great too. My snack bar crew is really laid back and goofy and nice. Everybody gets along. So far, it's been a really relaxed atmosphere. I was there Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. And I have today off, then I work two long shifts tomorrow and Monday. And I've got a soccer game today.

I'd rather be at work today though, lol.


The 24th would have been Cody's birthday. He would have been 20 years old. He would have been out partying and celebrating and getting crazy, and then he would have talked for so long about how he was soooo close to 21. He did that on his 19th birthday. Kept saying "almost 21, almost 21!"
I miss you Cody..
I graduated high school, and I started my first job. I'm doing good in life. I miss the past when I sit down and really think about it. And sometimes, this is still really hard to believe. I was listening to people talk about their exes yesterday, about how annoying they are or how they still hang out with them or how they're still really good friends, and I couldn't say anything at all.

I /do/ wish I could still hang out with you. I /do/ wish you were here to annoy me. I /do/ wish we were still really good friends. Granted, if you were here, I'm sure we would still be right there together. But that's because I wouldn't know the truth about everything. I know the truth now.

You said I was strong. I wasn't for awhile. But I think I am now. I'm dealing with everything. I'm just so sick of hearing people talk about it though. It happened, and they can't change it, and they need to let it go. And all those dumbass people who make everyone believe you guys were best friends, they piss me off so bad.

Because people suck, and need to shut up. But I've pretty much severed ties with everyone in PC, thank god. I guess that's it. I'm working on a tattoo idea, and David+Mom+myself are going to get tattoos eventually.

So. yeah. :)