I don't really know where to start. Definitely not at the beginning, that was too long ago.
2010 was hard.
We lost a lot of good people.
Marcus Conner.
Michael Conner.
Paul Nowack.
Cody Humble.
I can't believe Cody's name is on that list. I mean, it breaks my heart for all of them to be on that list, it was too early for them to go. But I'm having the hardest time dealing with Cody. I wasn't really close with Uncle Paul, only saw him a few times every couple of years. And I spent a decent amount of time with Uncle Mike, but we weren't close. Right before Marcus died, I got to spend lots of time getting to know him. I loved him, he was really great.
And Cody ? Where to begin....
Cody was not related to me, not by blood or marriage. He was Marcus' best friend, and he was 16 when I met him. I started dating him on February 4th, 2010. And he was the biggest pain in the ass I had ever met. Me and that boy... sheew, we went to hell and back together. For a year and a half, ALL of my time was spent either talking to him, or WITH him. He meant the world to me, and I fell in love with him quickly.
All through 2010, we went through sicknesses, deaths, car wrecks, arguments, drama, etc. And we got stronger after everything we went through. He was my best friend. He was my boyfriend. And mainly, he as a part of my family.
When I got the call from his best friend on January 12th saying that Cody was gone, my world stopped spinning. Time stood still. As soon as Joey said it, I felt my heart shatter. Nothing has been the same ever since.
Cody, I love you so much. I wish I could have saved you, I really do. I was your girlfriend for a long time, and I should have been able to read between the lines. I knew more about your life than anybody else right then, except for Brenda. I miss you more than anything.
Going to go eat some yummy McD's and watch a movie with my family. I don't think I'm very good at this blogging thing, but oh well. I might post more later.
-Tyler
2010 was hard.
We lost a lot of good people.
Marcus Conner.
Michael Conner.
Paul Nowack.
Cody Humble.
I can't believe Cody's name is on that list. I mean, it breaks my heart for all of them to be on that list, it was too early for them to go. But I'm having the hardest time dealing with Cody. I wasn't really close with Uncle Paul, only saw him a few times every couple of years. And I spent a decent amount of time with Uncle Mike, but we weren't close. Right before Marcus died, I got to spend lots of time getting to know him. I loved him, he was really great.
And Cody ? Where to begin....
Cody was not related to me, not by blood or marriage. He was Marcus' best friend, and he was 16 when I met him. I started dating him on February 4th, 2010. And he was the biggest pain in the ass I had ever met. Me and that boy... sheew, we went to hell and back together. For a year and a half, ALL of my time was spent either talking to him, or WITH him. He meant the world to me, and I fell in love with him quickly.
All through 2010, we went through sicknesses, deaths, car wrecks, arguments, drama, etc. And we got stronger after everything we went through. He was my best friend. He was my boyfriend. And mainly, he as a part of my family.
When I got the call from his best friend on January 12th saying that Cody was gone, my world stopped spinning. Time stood still. As soon as Joey said it, I felt my heart shatter. Nothing has been the same ever since.
Cody, I love you so much. I wish I could have saved you, I really do. I was your girlfriend for a long time, and I should have been able to read between the lines. I knew more about your life than anybody else right then, except for Brenda. I miss you more than anything.
Going to go eat some yummy McD's and watch a movie with my family. I don't think I'm very good at this blogging thing, but oh well. I might post more later.
-Tyler
-LIVE FREE <3
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