Prom 2010.
I've been to a couple of proms before, but the most fun I had was at the one I went to with Cody. He was such a good sport, he had worked about a million hours in the last two days and anytime that he wasn't working, he was talking to me on the phone, so he was EXHAUSTED.
I got up somewhere near 7:00 that morning, went and played a soccer game, then went home to get ready. Cody got to the house about 4ish ? He took a shower and said he wanted to take a nap and asked me to lay with him. I wasn't tired until I laid down :P
But I started to get sleepy, and he started goofing off and playing around with my brother, so neither one of us slept :P
Prom that night was crazy, alllll my friends were there almost, and we were all dancing and laughing. Things were really great.
He was tired and grumpy for a little while, so I left to go dance with Kaitlyn and Dena and Ashley. But the first slow song that came on, he came out of nowhere and started dancing with me. :)
Afterwards, we were all changing and cleaning up and he laid down on a table and almost fell asleep, lol.
The group:)
Everybody was either grinning or laughing. I laughed at Daniel+Cody and Kaitlyn laughed at me and Hannah laughed at her and Skye laughed at Hannah... chain reaction.
Singing to me. He sang to me a lot. He had a VERY unique voice ;)
I remember the first time I ever saw you. I started calling you Hot Blondie because I didn't even know you name. But even after I found out that your name was Cody, I just kept calling you Hot Blondie. :P I waited a few years to tell you about your nickname though..... lol
Some of my family <3 style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMmpnMlqLQUkgHhAAs9-lwNRgipg77-HEjn0TGJOp55ffpFvRYkbGzNm6twnqYDHO9hDxmfZmPile0dYELH9WGh50XBH2F7HkzEYnwK4rwkLBryI0NIeiFAE9JTx2Sl-OSgcRfdgU_X6A/s400/20110106171557.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574425659625480770" border="0">
The thing is.....
In the year we were together, you said a lot of things to me that I know you've said to other people before. That's just how it goes. But I know that I meant a lot to you. I know you loved my family, and I know you loved being at the house, but you weren't THAT good of a liar or that good of an actor :P
And you always thanked me for saving you, and telling me I saved you every day. And as cliche as it sounded, I also know that it was true. I don't care how cocky and stuck up it sounds, I did a lot for you. There really weren't very many people that could calm you down once you actually got MAD. My family always could though. You could NOT stay mad around us.
You came to me depressed or upset or crying and spent 10 minutes with me and then you were fine. Laughing, dancing, singing, being goofy. You came to me nervous or scared, and I talked you down. You always did the same for me too though.
I took care of you and I did a good job doing it. I know this. You knew this.
Which is why I think you didn't come to me, you knew I would try to talk you out of it. And I think you knew that if I tried, I would succeed.
You never really told me no to anything. I was too cute ;)
Every time I think about the last conversation we had I feel sick. There wasn't much I regretted in my life. Very few things in fact. But when I think of that conversation I feel so full of regret. Ugh.
You would be surprised at how many BEST FRIENDS you supposedly had. I mean seriously... people that you and I were smack talking the last time we talked are claiming that you guys had been best friends since you were 6, or that they had been texting you all night the day before.
People are stupid. If they knew ANYTHING AT ALL, they would know that your cell phone was turned off for a little over a WEEK before all this happened.
But a lot of the people in Patco are very close minded, very afraid of what's different, and very dramatic. Everybody wants in on everything, especially things that don't involve them at all.
The last month has been an emotional roller coaster. Everybody says it'll get better, but you know what ? Those are the people that have never been through something like this before. Because the people that HAVE experienced this before are the ones who are the ones who are telling me the truth. That it will get easier, but it will take a LONG time, and all I can do is try to keep my head up.
I'm famous, thanks to you. Everybody in PC knows my name.
But that's okay, I really don't care.
I miss you so much baby. :'( They say home is where the heart is, but that's not true, because my heart is with you where ever you are.
Okay, I'm done complaining for right now.
I LOVE YOU. You will forever hold a spot inside my heart and soul. <3
I've been to a couple of proms before, but the most fun I had was at the one I went to with Cody. He was such a good sport, he had worked about a million hours in the last two days and anytime that he wasn't working, he was talking to me on the phone, so he was EXHAUSTED.
I got up somewhere near 7:00 that morning, went and played a soccer game, then went home to get ready. Cody got to the house about 4ish ? He took a shower and said he wanted to take a nap and asked me to lay with him. I wasn't tired until I laid down :P
But I started to get sleepy, and he started goofing off and playing around with my brother, so neither one of us slept :P
Prom that night was crazy, alllll my friends were there almost, and we were all dancing and laughing. Things were really great.
He was tired and grumpy for a little while, so I left to go dance with Kaitlyn and Dena and Ashley. But the first slow song that came on, he came out of nowhere and started dancing with me. :)
Afterwards, we were all changing and cleaning up and he laid down on a table and almost fell asleep, lol.
The group:)
Everybody was either grinning or laughing. I laughed at Daniel+Cody and Kaitlyn laughed at me and Hannah laughed at her and Skye laughed at Hannah... chain reaction.
Singing to me. He sang to me a lot. He had a VERY unique voice ;)
I remember the first time I ever saw you. I started calling you Hot Blondie because I didn't even know you name. But even after I found out that your name was Cody, I just kept calling you Hot Blondie. :P I waited a few years to tell you about your nickname though..... lol
Some of my family <3 style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMmpnMlqLQUkgHhAAs9-lwNRgipg77-HEjn0TGJOp55ffpFvRYkbGzNm6twnqYDHO9hDxmfZmPile0dYELH9WGh50XBH2F7HkzEYnwK4rwkLBryI0NIeiFAE9JTx2Sl-OSgcRfdgU_X6A/s400/20110106171557.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574425659625480770" border="0">
The thing is.....
In the year we were together, you said a lot of things to me that I know you've said to other people before. That's just how it goes. But I know that I meant a lot to you. I know you loved my family, and I know you loved being at the house, but you weren't THAT good of a liar or that good of an actor :P
And you always thanked me for saving you, and telling me I saved you every day. And as cliche as it sounded, I also know that it was true. I don't care how cocky and stuck up it sounds, I did a lot for you. There really weren't very many people that could calm you down once you actually got MAD. My family always could though. You could NOT stay mad around us.
You came to me depressed or upset or crying and spent 10 minutes with me and then you were fine. Laughing, dancing, singing, being goofy. You came to me nervous or scared, and I talked you down. You always did the same for me too though.
I took care of you and I did a good job doing it. I know this. You knew this.
Which is why I think you didn't come to me, you knew I would try to talk you out of it. And I think you knew that if I tried, I would succeed.
You never really told me no to anything. I was too cute ;)
Every time I think about the last conversation we had I feel sick. There wasn't much I regretted in my life. Very few things in fact. But when I think of that conversation I feel so full of regret. Ugh.
You would be surprised at how many BEST FRIENDS you supposedly had. I mean seriously... people that you and I were smack talking the last time we talked are claiming that you guys had been best friends since you were 6, or that they had been texting you all night the day before.
People are stupid. If they knew ANYTHING AT ALL, they would know that your cell phone was turned off for a little over a WEEK before all this happened.
But a lot of the people in Patco are very close minded, very afraid of what's different, and very dramatic. Everybody wants in on everything, especially things that don't involve them at all.
The last month has been an emotional roller coaster. Everybody says it'll get better, but you know what ? Those are the people that have never been through something like this before. Because the people that HAVE experienced this before are the ones who are the ones who are telling me the truth. That it will get easier, but it will take a LONG time, and all I can do is try to keep my head up.
I'm famous, thanks to you. Everybody in PC knows my name.
But that's okay, I really don't care.
I miss you so much baby. :'( They say home is where the heart is, but that's not true, because my heart is with you where ever you are.
Okay, I'm done complaining for right now.
I LOVE YOU. You will forever hold a spot inside my heart and soul. <3
-LIVE FREE ♡
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