Hmmm. Been almost a month since I've posted on here. Awesome.

This will actually probably be the last post. Maybe not, but most likely. I just reread a couple of the posts and I realized how extremely repetitive I am. It's pretty annoying, actually...

I've never been too sure of what I believe. To this day, I still am not. I remember thinking at some point that there actually MIGHT BE a god and a heaven and a hell. And then after all of the family deaths right on top of each other, I decided that there was no way in hell that all of that stuff existed. Now I'm just whatever about it all.

But if for some reason there IS a heaven+hell, and the people who have died can actually hear us.. then there's something I'd like to say...

Thank you Cody. For showing me how I don't deserve to be treated, and for sending me my heart back to give to someone who truly deserves it..